I cried.

In less than 12hours to work again. FYI, I just finish from work and finish bath. It is 12.07am now. Decide to blog something and get sleep at 1am. I'm breaking apart , breaking down....
I cried for the first time ever since I came Ireland... not the first actually. Second time.
I'm not going to take it anymore. I'm currently working part time in Chinese restaurant in a small town in county Wexford. (I start contract with GT in November.)
Well, what I'm doing everyday is, I start at 3pm, I have to vacuum three floors of the shop, then clean all the mirror on the wall and wipe all the cutleries on the tables, lastly mop all the floors and toilets.
I'm doing all this my own, no helpers. EVERYDAY. Of course I understand that I'm working and this is part of my job, but second and third floor is their 'home', that's not under me. Please !
Everyday is too much. I'm working like a maid.
I asked the working time before I promise to work, she told me that we are working from 1pm to 11pm on a Sunday , but then just now she told me tomorrow I have to start at 12am to start hoover the place, do the cleaning, is this considered  as deceiving. idk.
I'm new to your place, can you not expect me to know everything of ur things ? Every shop has different rules and ways to work out, yaa...I worked as waitress before but it doesn't mean what I was doing is what you want me to do in ur restaurant. You should show me but not doing all on your own and blame me with your depressed face. Yah! And then when I do it in my way, you not liking it.zzz seriously ? I'm not worms in ur brain and know any shits u thinking. I wish I were!!! I am doing everything carefully, can you be more mercy when I really make some mistakes, not big one. Need praising not insults. Thanks !
As an accounting student, I use calculator. I admit that I am not good in mental arithmetic, don't criticise me being an accounting student.
Her attitude, her behaviour and her character is like my mom, she wants all things fast and perfect. but she has no love nor sympathy to me. My mom is strict to me like a mommy wants her daughter to be good. But she is like I pay you for working for me, no mercy. I guess this is what working life is ? U have to follow what employer says, like a cow ? LOL.
Honestly, you need more workers in you kitchen. Zzz.
I don't know should I leave or should I not...
I had so much thoughts during working but I have nothing to say now. SO MUCHHHHHH
Thahks to the driver who cheered me up , tomorrow is another new day right. Cheer up.
I'm so stressed, deceived, not being appreciated.
Or maybe I'm not used to it YET.